Week Three, Day One....Mondays aren't working out so great for me.

Today, like last Monday, was a bust :(

I was wanting to get up before work to go to the gym, but when my alarm went off this AM I just wasn't feeling it. I was achy from Saturday and Sunday at work, and didn't sleep well at all. Something just wasn't right...maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

Yesterday was the first time I have cried in the two weeks since Eben left. I don't know what it was, nothing in particular happened. It just started to weigh on me, and continued to do so throughout the day. I had a long busy, interesting day at work which I wrote to in detail to Eben and might just post separately here...it explains a lot about why I was in no shape to work out, and why when I got the night off and got to go home at 5 instead of 10 I didn't go straight to the gym. I am just DRAINED today. I needed another night to relax and recoup. But I did come home to my first letter from him which was amazing!!! He is doing as well as can be expected!

So instead of hitting the gym I worked on a couple of projects and read a little, and wrote another long letter to him and printed out a bunch of wallet sized pics to send him now that I got the ok from him to send pictures.

So to recap: Workout I'm gonna give myself a D because I did run my ass off all afternoon but no technical "workout"
Diet I'm gonna say C-....I didn't feel like eating much today and what I did eat wasn't that great, and was so busy throughout the day at work that I went a really long stretch without eating anything which isn't good either.

So I have one more shift tomorrow morning and then a couple days off from the restaurant to get back on track. Tomorrow is a new day!